My Current status

The time has finally com !!!! Now for everyone reading who has ever , went out with me , spoke to me , traded messages with me or even read over any post of mine . Your comments are not only appreciated but there NEEDED . I love critique and any type of information for me or criticism is welcome .


Now these last few weeks have been GLORIOUSS and no im not just saying it because Tim mentioned it . I honestly feel that I am living a glorious life .


Recently I have no words to name what it is i've been going thru.

Its a mixture between State and Being . IDk what it is , im not completely in the NOW because i still have random thoughts that pop up out of no where. I dont want to call it state because i dont feel completly invincible . I just feel like it is a mixture of both , I not only see the social matrix but i Understand it as well . I can sit in a corner and pick out the "Amos's" and "Beta's". I see the guys and girls who take value from people to make themselves feel better and others feel less of worthy . I see the people who seek validation and try and find there own value . I notice the way these Matrix works and not only do I like it I fucking love this shit .



Im not a value taker nor a man who seeks validation . I dont care what others think of me and what im doing or how im looking , all though at times i may catch myself self consciously giving myself a second look over in the mirror and thinking " I wonder if someone would like this " , but as quickly as the thought occurs i get rid of it .



Now to explain this mental state i feel myself in
-I can talk to anyone about anything, and if they like it or not IDC
-Petty occurances or problems do not hurt me
-Thru the last few weeks I have yet yo have a down day , or a day when im in a mental or emotional slump .
-I dont identify with negative emotions .
-I draw people towards me with my positive energy and state
-I dont only get eye contact , I get lists of IOI's usually when i catch EC with a female
-I feel dominant and relaxed at the same time , as if when the time arrives I can handle any set how im supposed to .


I've spoke to a few people and they have all said that "This is Being", and if this is Being then Being is fucking awesome , and mix this with the effects of state and you have yourself a valuable tool .



Theres alot more to this thread but i'll add on later i just have to get some of these post out b4 i forget them .






Fuckkkkkkking A